Leave You, Move On To A Perfect Stranger

It has been a rough past few months (more than normal). When life is rough as my last post illustrated I drown myself in television, but I also tend to turn to pop music. When I have felt dead and lifeless I asked pop music to revive me. To restore my pulse with the quick paced beats and to light up my face with pure electricity. It inspires me completely. It puts me on my feet and I actually use my legs. Movement and dance. I don't dance nearly as much as I should, It's one of my favourite releases.
In fact body movement in general is just absolutely inspiring. I am not an athletic person by any means, but I would do anything to feel physical strength. I've had dreams lately that focus on athletics, jumping, running. Really testing physical strength. It was so empowering to work towards strengthening my body. It's amazing how far away from reality my body was portrayed in this dream that felt so real. But I still am making it a goal for myself. I am tired of putting this body to waste. This is not to say I am going to enjoy walking by any means. Walking is still a terrible activity.

So back to my love letter to pop music.
Who's on my list? No surprise who's on top here:
Number one.



Britney turns sex all the up. Like her sex is blowing out speakers. Which is great. Her sexuality brings out my sexuality-not the sexuality that I would use on a man- but the sexuality that makes me feel sexy. Which is an important difference.

Number two.



Pop's badass Rihanna. Her music videos man. Make my mouth drool.

Number three.




I had a strange fascination with Kylie in 10th grade of high school. I thought she was the perfect woman. I re-connected with that idea. This song kind of says two different things to me though. I feel like this song is being sung to me right now and that's a tad painful, but it's still got a girl-power strength to it that I try to latch onto instead.

Number four.



I underestimated Selena Gomez. She won me over completely with this hit. The video isn't even half bad! It's got a little Only Girl in it with the colors. If she continues in this direction I will be loyal-however I am skeptical.

Number five.



My perfect woman at the moment. This song is crazy old. Mandy Moore's sweet pop makes me feel fuzzy and pure. So after I get all dirty with Britney I wash off with Mandy.