How sweet it is to be home. I can't wait to experience my summer at home, proper air conditioning, lack of bugs, abundance of cats, driving. I don't ever want to move out of here.
I have so many things I want to do this summer.
1. Get a job
This actually seems really likely. I think the printing man liked me, and I didn't even have to bat my lashes! I should know by the end of the week, but even if I don't get this job I could fall back on this grocery store I worked last summer/winter break or even the movie theatre. But I'm really hoping on this printing place. Did I mention ten dollars an hour and maybe even full time? That would be like so much money. Like so many dresses.
2. Work On Being A Brilliant Artist
I apparently have some crazy painting skillz according to my drawing teacher. It was seriously the coolest thing to have him say that I was advanced and was a natural. I also just really dig painting. It would be nice to do some self portraits and abstracts. If I'm feeling super crazy maybe I'll even do some still lifes. But I doubt it, cause that shit bores me. I also should buy Adobe Suite and learn how to tame that beast. For someone who is going to major in graphic design I really don't know my Illustrator/InDesign/Photoshop shit. I could just watch an insane amount of tutorials, but I can't imagine they're all too helpful without the actual programs which are, are you ready for this, four hundred and fifty whole dollars. It really cuts back on the dresses.
3. Lose The Ten lbs. That I Gained Back By Not Being Depressed Or Sick.
When I was depressed it curbed my appetite like crazy. I kept off the weight that I lost when I was sick. Then when I got it back all hell broke loose. Now I eat like I used to. Yesterday in one meal I had a turkey sandwhich, hotdog, french fries, and two pieces of cake. I am clearly a gluttonous bitch. Now I don't know exactly how to lose this weight. I mean I hear diet and exercise works, but I am terrible at being motivated to work out and I love/need cake. I wish I was just anorexic again. When I was sad I only ate like one meal a day and was totally satisfied. The pounds just flew off! Fuck diet and exercise. Just get sad.
4. Visit My Bastard Friends Who Have Abandoned Me
My BFF has moved out completely and never comes back home. In fact she always corrects me when I call this place her home- but it totally is. She grew up here, I witnessed it. It's home. Get over yourself BFF. So I've had to visit her on random occasions just to see her. It's really depressing and I'm still trying to cope. Then my other close friend decided to stay at her apartment at college probably to stay near her son of bitch boyfriend and when I say son of a bitch I am not being flamboyant with curses I truly mean he is a goddamn son of a bitch waste of space. So anyways maybe I'll visit them if I don't get my full time job. Or maybe I should really just try and move on to other friends even though that is so much harder than it sounds and an entirely different rant.
5. Have A Good Non-Depressing Time
I am going to have so much free time to go through my room, cut the fat of all the shit that I've been hoarding to make room for all the dresses that I will not just look at, but actually order. Hang out with the people that are still here. Go to the movies from time to time, maybe a carnival or two. Anticipate the new season of the Glee Project. Watch movies. Listen to/buy records. Go to Princeton. Go to New Hope. Go to New York. See a concert. Yadda Yadda Yadda
There's my list. I like to begin each summer or winter break by making goals. Like a New Year's Resolution. Just like New Year's Resolutions, I won't accomplish even two of those on the list. But I do want to keep my chin up and look forward to the summer.
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